Victoria.

Victoria is not her real name, but let's call her Victoria. It was about a year ago when I first caught a glimpse of her. She had fair skin, long dark hair, and hazelnut colored eyes. She resembled Ramona Victoria Flowers from Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World, but with some different features. She was one of the loveliest girls I have ever seen in my entire life. I regret that one day after class when one of my friends thought that she was cute, he asked if I could walk him up to her. When we were near her, my friend introduced me and pushed me into her direction, I tried to walk and look at another direction but my friend held me and faced me into her direction. She and her friend noticed. I said sorry because my friend was being obnoxious and that he was the one who really wanted to talk to her, and my other friend asked her if she knew him. It was one of the most awkward and embarrassing moments of my life. They moved away from us to further continue their conversation. Later that hour we were walking towards their direction (because I wanted to get some water from the dispenser), but in a farther distance my friend, once again pushed me into her direction. I stopped and waked off to them. I forgive my friend for doing this, he's naturally like that. But at that very day, I realized that I had no chance with her, she might have thought that I'm weird or I like her. I don't want her to know that yet, because it is indeed awkward. I don't want anything to be awkward.